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Cloud Strife ([personal profile] relativefugue) wrote in [community profile] childrenofbahamutlogs2024-10-07 10:55 pm

Howling and Hollow (Cloud Catch-All)

WHO: Cloud Strife and YOU
WHAT: What does your heart desire? (A place for planned threads outside prompts!) Cloud is settling in.
WHERE: Around Town and the outskirts, depending!
WHEN: A week or more after arrival, ongoing.
WARNINGS: Probable mentions of mental health struggles and trauma.

SUMMARY: A catch-all for Mister Final Fantasy! Here he is, trying to...Leave. Inevitably, he will be settling in, whether he likes it or not. What are those weird bumps hidden in that chocobo fluff hair? He fell and hit his head, probably.
silver_soldier: (it's all my fault now)

[personal profile] silver_soldier 2024-10-11 10:20 am (UTC)(link)
On the one hand: Sephiroth knows this is a terrible idea.

He knows how much Cloud hates him. He knows just how much of that hatred is deserved. He knows Jenova's reunion instinct is probably the only thing that keeps Cloud hunting him down, that stops Cloud's ideal world from being one in which he never sees Sephiroth again and in which, even more ideally, Sephiroth had never existed at all.

On the other hand: Angeal says otherwise.

It says a lot for Sephiroth's high esteem of Angeal, his trust in his judgment at least when it comes to other people, that Angeal contradicting him is all it takes for Sephiroth to question what he would otherwise swear is unshakeable reality. That if Angeal insists that this will make things better rather than worse, Sephiroth feels he has to test it, or he won't have done his due diligence.

And if this does, somehow, make things better for Cloud...Sephiroth is highly aware that he owes Cloud literally anything he can possibly do. Even, perhaps, taking the responsibility of making the call that it's better to upset him in the short-term if it might benefit him in the long-term.

Besides, what is he risking? Cloud hating him more? Impossible. At worst, he fails, and nothing improves. But surely things can't be worse between them.

So - not without some trepidation - Sephiroth opens the fence gate and lets himself into the chicken pen. One arm cradles a chicken, which seems relatively content with the arrangement. In fact, she seems half-asleep even as Sephiroth closes the gate behind him.

While Sephiroth is willing to take the responsibility for doing what he can to improve things for Cloud, however...he's not prepared to take responsibility for an idea whose believable viability, in his mind, stems entirely from his banked trust in Angeal. That, and he doesn't want Cloud to think that this is him choosing to haunt Cloud's steps. So...

"This wasn't my idea," he says. It's a little defensive, but mostly it sounds faintly guilty. Like Sephiroth is here against his better judgment, which is in fact exactly the case.
silver_soldier: (angel of mercy how did you find me)

[personal profile] silver_soldier 2024-10-13 05:52 pm (UTC)(link)
"Most normal animals don't like me." Sephiroth is fully aware this is opening himself up to Cloud telling him, flat out, that of course they don't, animals recognize monsters even more easily than people, or something of that nature. Something indicating that it's some inherent flaw in Sephiroth that makes even animals hate him as a deserved consequence, and neither he nor anyone else should be surprised. The idea that he could simply alter his behavior to not give people chances to be cruel to him simply does not enter Sephiroth's mind. So much of his life has been unavoidable misery that his actions have no control over that he often doesn't even try to avoid unpleasantness. He often forgets it's even an option.

And, on some level...perhaps he feels he deserves it. Certainly from Cloud.

"But birds...never seem to be as bothered." He's always wondered about that. It's because, deep down, all birds aspire to supervillainy.

The response from Cloud is...far more muted than Sephiroth would have expected. Perhaps it's for the sake of the birds...in which case, Sephiroth supposes, Angeal's idea may have some merit to it after all. He cautiously moves across the pen, keeping a healthy distance from Cloud, in order to sit down...almost as far away from him as possible.

It's wholly in deference to Sephiroth's being incredibly aware how little Cloud wants to be around him or anywhere near him, of course, but honestly, to an outside observer - it almost looks as though Sephiroth is afraid of Cloud.

"It was Angeal's idea. He seems to think it could...help, in some way. I have my doubts, but he understands people better than I do." Sephiroth looks down at the chicken in his lap, and then strokes the feathers of her back. She makes a content little sound about it.

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silver_soldier: (angel of mercy how did you find me)

[personal profile] silver_soldier 2024-12-01 07:38 am (UTC)(link)
Sephiroth would be easy to find in most crowds, even without the less mysterious than Cloud thinks connection between them. That said, just because he's easy to spot doesn't mean it's instantaneous. Cloud may be surprised and gratified to find that Sephiroth is...actually lingering on the fringes of the party, seemingly people-watching, looking - not perhaps outwardly uncomfortable, but at least out of place. It may be incredibly familiar and relatable to Cloud.

The number of similarities the two of them have is probably going to be a perpetual surprise to the blond.
silver_soldier: (why am I on my feet again)

[personal profile] silver_soldier 2024-12-04 10:14 am (UTC)(link)
Sephiroth feels Cloud drawing close to him, even before the blond gets very close. Partially Jenova, partially just Sephiroth's own awareness of when someone is focusing their attention on him. (Easier these days, now that he isn't famous and inherently the focus of most people's attention wherever he is. Then, he'd been living Cloud's nightmare - feeling watched and judged at almost all times, needing to constantly and consciously maintain appearances for the world. As with many aspects of his life, Sephiroth had hated it while entirely resigning himself to it because he had never been presented with any other option.) Politely, he waits until Cloud indicates that he actually is trying to initiate contact with Sephiroth before acknowledging him.

For all he knew, he was just...being kept under surveillance.

"Parties usually tend to be," he says, a comment that could sound snarky but which, for Sephiroth, is delivered genuinely. It's more sympathetic than sassy. Parties do tend to be loud, and this is why people like himself - and apparently Cloud - don't like them much. "But it's nice to see people enjoying themselves."

If the suggestion there is that Sephiroth gets more vicarious pleasure out of parties than personal pleasure, that's not inaccurate.

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rhapscdos: (of Worlds)

TW for mild gore mentions

[personal profile] rhapscdos 2025-01-12 02:43 am (UTC)(link)
The first to move is the first to fall. A flash of red flickers above the monster's head before the long line of Rapier's blade comes down like the fall of a fated crimson arrow. It pierces straight through the beast's head, the blade singing through the air to meet the dull, wet thump of yielding flesh and bone. Genesis follows the blade a split instance later, his weight driving the blade deeper, and slamming the monster chin first to the ground. It isn't even given the grace of a final death wail as Genesis rises to his feet, drawing Rapier from the skull.

Flicking blood and gray matter from the edge, Genesis brings the blade to level with the second displacer beast, and watches the animal's surprisingly intelligent calculations. This prey isn't worth risking life and limb for. Not with the red one here, and its mate suddenly dead. The beast hisses, barbed tendrils flaring in threat, but it backs away. Then, its fur shimmers, and the beast vanishes back into the shadows. When the sound of its many footsteps falls to silence, Genesis exhales, and lowers Rapier's edge.

Gesturing with his free hand, Genesis sweeps his arm out towards the fallen monster at his feet.

"Well, well, well, I come for a lovely walk in the woods, and find a damsel in distress. How very heroic of me, no?" He laughs, and fully turns to Cloud with an air of exceeding smugness. "You're welcome for the rescue, Strife."
rhapscdos: (but surely)

[personal profile] rhapscdos 2025-02-13 02:18 pm (UTC)(link)
The scowl seems to do little to dull that cocky smirk Genesis wears. If anything, it may just widen it by a fraction. It certainly makes his fever-bright eyes shimmer with something akin to predatory delight. A tiger, finding its prey bleeding, instead of just unaware. He can hear the strain in Cloud's voice, see the deep, embarrassed flush under his skin. It's decadent.

If only this were his Cloud. Where he could lean in, take him by the chin, and tease and taunt him into a perfect frenzy of a storm. His lovely little thunderbolt-

Genesis has never been good with things like impulse control. His mind wanders, and his hand follows without hesitation. Catching Cloud along the jaw, he tilts his head up to have the blond look at him, despite the brewing resentment towards his own inadequacy in the face of someone that has no qualms with showing off. Ah, well. He's here now, isn't he?

"Oh, I do not doubt you'd have come out alive. But at what cost? A missing limb? Bleeding to death out here? As pretty as you look in red, Strife, I do prefer you alive. Alive, and lively." Genesis breathes out a low chuckle, thumb stroking Cloud's jaw. "The fight in you is truly the best part."

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zodiheart: (pic#16525649)

Katabasis

[personal profile] zodiheart 2024-12-24 01:30 am (UTC)(link)
It had been for some time now that Elidibus and Cloud had worked together at the bakery. Each time would find the Emissary having arrived before, and on each occasion did he call out a cheerful greeting to the other man. Regardless of how his friendliness had been met he never failed to do so - nor did he fail to continue in his small favors and gifts he was wont to give. That is, until one day saw his absence. Unexplained, not given notice, not elaborated on in any way.

One day of break in their routine. Such a little thing, in truth.

But oh, such a devastating blow.

The day after the absence sees Elidibus having arrived before Cloud once more. But this time no greeting rings out, no wave is given accompanied by a smile. There is silence. A brief flit of eyes to the door tracks the newcomer, registering the visual identity, but the Emissary merely continues to knead the dough he has in front of them. Even his actions are subdued.
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[personal profile] zodiheart 2024-12-24 03:22 am (UTC)(link)
Cloud's words cause Elidibus to slow in his kneading of the dough ever-so-slightly. The flicker of something passes through his dim eyes before snuffing out like the last candle of an evening put to rest. It is not surprising that Cloud noted his absence, no, but it is unusual for the other to comment on such things. Nothing Elidibus had done was with the expectation of any reciprocation, after all.

He deliberates, but ultimately truth beats deflection to the fore.

"When I awoke, I had forgotten where I was. It required the day to remind myself that I was still whole," the words are small, soft. Spoken so that even any others in the bakery would not hear, despite whatever augmentations they may have.
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[personal profile] zodiheart 2024-12-27 01:21 pm (UTC)(link)
"If only that were the case." If it were memory alone, and not the slow coldness of reality, of what he had truly been through... well. It would have been simpler.

But Cloud clearly wants to know more, and Elidibus is too tired to deny him. Too scraped raw.

"There was a time when all of who I was had been taken from me. Pieces falling away, fading, cut out from the heart of who I had once been. And the worst part? I did not know what was lost until it had already been swept away, until all that was left was a hollowed void." A pause. "I did not lose what drove me, no, but... it was. Overwhelming."

His greatest fear, unspoken, hangs between them.

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[personal profile] orbicularis 2024-12-25 12:10 am (UTC)(link)
As far as company goes, most may consider Mithrun... underwhelming. Since his bursts of hyperfocus at work tend to be directed mostly at the work itself, his presence as a coworker is a rather understated one - with little room for the kind of chaos he accidentally pulled Cloud into at the banquet. He'll address him in passing, or as needed, with little need for direct intervention as they both go about their work.

Until today.

When Cloud comes in, Mithrun glances up from where he's dividing cookie dough (always so many cookies - Mithrun wonders if Angeal is intending to completely bury the local god in them) - and then that glance sticks.

He steps unceremoniously away from his work, washes his hands, and walks up to Cloud. "You shouldn't be up here."
orbicularis: (and i don't really care)

[personal profile] orbicularis 2024-12-27 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
"Not in this state, you shouldn't." He crosses his arms, staring up at Cloud - though he barely tilts his head, despite the difference in height. "There's a hammock in the back. You need to lie down."

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