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Ardyn Izunia ([personal profile] fatedfinality) wrote in [community profile] childrenofbahamutlogs2024-10-09 08:38 am

what you're given, what you live in

Who: Ardyn & You
What: A catch-all log for Ardyn and the various shit he's bound to get up to outside of events (so: quests, misc. interactions, etc.)
Where: All around Town
When: The last months of 2024

Warnings: Blanket warnings for suicidal ideation, self-harm tendencies, alcoholism, and others that will be specific to the threads and noted in the subject line!
errant_knight: (Settling the score)

[personal profile] errant_knight 2025-02-10 05:16 am (UTC)(link)
Ravus is still looking down at the glass, but the slight flutter of his lashes is most certainly a poorly hidden roll of his eyes. Charm. Right.

“You and I both know that despite being a prince, there is nothing charming about to be happening on my end.” Ravus sighs, and tips the glass a bit. He then glances to the bar. He could do as suggested, but he's never ordered a drink in his life, doesn't even know what to ask for. The most alcohol he's ever had would have been dinner wines in his teens, still living in Fenestala.

There's the very real possibility of embarrassing himself, but he's dared himself to boldness by this stunt. And backing down now is going to invoke a pout from Ardyn, he's fairly sure. Which... Shouldn't leave a lingering sense of disappointment in the back of his mind, but it does.

Fine.

Ravus stands, taking the glass delicately in his claws.

“I'll bring yours as well,” is his relenting agreement, not wanting to admit he is doing this less for any of his own curiosity, and more because subconsciously, he wants Ardyn's approval here.

Though for his griping about not being charming, it barely takes a moment or two of being at the bar for someone to approach him. He hasn't even managed to flag down the barkeep when motion from his left has him immediately on alert. There's a rather bulky fellow there, skin a darkish sage, and sporting a pair of impressive tusks capped in decorative iron.

Immediately, he's leaning into Ravus’ space, and the silver doesn't necessarily back away, never one to be intimidated by size. Drautos was infinitely more impressive of a presence than this man. Still, the orc flashes a grin, and strikes up a coy conversation(or attempts to) with Ravus.

What becomes apparent to anyone watching though, is that Ravus is being flirted with, and is missing it entirely. He answers too brusquely, keeps his shoulders squared defensively, and generally seems unaware. There's a disconcerting look about his expression, uncomfortable with the attention. But more importantly, the flirtatious orc seems to take this as needing to up his game, press him a bit more. That's when he lays a gloved hand on Ravus’ back, as if to invite him closer.
errant_knight: (No longer I pretend)

[personal profile] errant_knight 2025-03-07 03:48 am (UTC)(link)
Ravus is about to tell this man he has no desire to be touched like this when that curt interjection does it for him. The orc’s heavy hand shifts, setting on his hip, and accentuating an annoyed stance. He curls his lip, one capped tusk skewing crookedly as he looks Ardyn up and down. Whatever he sees doesn't seem to impress, and he glances to Ravus then back to Ardyn.

“You gonna do something about it? 'Cause I don't recall inviting you to this conversation, friend. I suggest you scurry along to whatever hole you crawled outta.” The orc snorts, and playfully pats Ravus’ shoulder like he's in on the joke. Ravus bares his teeth, and shifts his weight to be closer to Ardyn. Being flirted with may have gone over his head, but this blatant, cruel mockery he knows well enough, and he's not thrilled.

Being snubbed has their unwelcome third looking annoyed though.

“What, unless he's your keeper? He speak for you?”

To which Ravus growls, and actively puts himself beside Ardyn when their shoulders brush to show exactly which of the pair he's interested in.

“No one speaks for me. I've no interest in you though,” Ravus sneers.

A pair of foreign half-dragon mutts doesn't rightly seem to impress the orc, and he leans dangerously close to them. The confident, egotistical pride in his burning orange eyes says it all, but his foul mouth makes it all the more clear.

“Now don't be like that, pretty little bird. I'm a far better pick than your scraggly date here. Come spend a night with me, and I'll show you better than this slim pickin’.” And already he's reaching to touch Ravus again, though this time the silver looks ready to claw his eyes out for it.
errant_knight: (The neon beckons me)

[personal profile] errant_knight 2025-03-11 11:56 am (UTC)(link)
Ravus has never been in a bar fight before, namely because his frequenting of bars was just as nonexistent as the rest of his social life. He's also never felt what it's like to be defended in such a way. Called regal and powerful, told he's worth that sort of respect. It's enough to get his heart thundering, but adrenaline takes over that task when a fight properly breaks out. What he expects, he doesn't know, but it's not for Ardyn to bite the nuisance orc. Or for tables to go toppling, bottles to be smashed, or the ruckus of a whole pack of drunkards crowding them.

While Ardyn deals with the orc, Ravus is left to bay anyone else trying to get in on the brawl. He rakes his claws over the chest of another orc, and his tail strikes one of the bouncers trying to get past him. There's lightning from his claws and breath, but they're all quickly ushered out before they manage to tear the building down.

He's not sure where the orc ends up, but Ardyn is tossed into the street, and Ravus is herded after him. The door to the bar slams shut in his face, and as he whirls around he lashes his tail across the wood, gouging it in annoyance. It gives a few more angry thumps before he draws in a deep breath, holds it, and counts it to settle himself.

That's when he goes to Ardyn, immediately setting his hands on his jaw to look him over. Tilting his head some to note any injuries that wild auburn hair might hide initially. They're both a bit scuffed, but the worst on Ravus is a splash of blood on the downy collar of his coat, and probably some liquor that managed to spill in the ensuing chaos.

Yet for all Ardyn's shame, Ravus doesn't set him with any sort of look to convey he's irritated with him. If anything, there's a soft concern that has his mismatched gaze darting over the other man. The pad of his thumb cleans a smear of blood from the corner of Ardyn's mouth before he asks instead of just looking him over intensely.

“You're all right? Nothing broken or bleeding?”
errant_knight: (dan avidan is a furry)

[personal profile] errant_knight 2025-03-20 02:20 am (UTC)(link)
Ravus mirrors the brief surprise, and tilts his head to the side. Pale, silvery hair follows the motion, making him look a bit like a shaggy dog trying to decipher whatever unknowable sounds his person is making.

“I wouldn't call this anger, no,” he says, and glances back towards the bar. “Irritation, perhaps. But nothing so drastic, and certainly not with you.”

His gaze falls back to Ardyn, and the hand at his jaw glides down to the gouge at his neck. It's not deep, but it doesn't look terribly pleasant either. Who knows if that brute had ever washed his hands in his lifetime, and the infection risk pings the part of his mind that's shared with an old doctor of a dragon. They should tend to it, among the other various scuffs. After Ravus addresses the confusion.

“But that surprises you?” He knows what he saw, even if it was brief. “To have my honor defended, and to be... Err-” Ravus stumbles a bit here, feeling the heat rise on his face. Those pale, sharp cheekbones do a horrible job of disguising the dusky color that starts to appear. “To be referred to quite so graciously is rather new to me. It's... Nice.”

It's a lot of things that bring up a lot of feelings that Ravus is sorely under-qualified to properly name or parse. So he doesn't, at least not while they're both in the middle of the street.

Ravus straightens himself up, offering Ardyn his real hand to help him up too. With his odd eyes cast to the cobblestones, Ravus waits if he'll take the offer, but does say, a touch quieter, “a gryphon, am I?”
errant_knight: (Kicking down the door)

[personal profile] errant_knight 2025-04-10 03:43 am (UTC)(link)
If it’s not what Ardyn expects to hear, then it’s certainly not what comes next that Ravus expects either. There was so little about his time in Niflheim that was a choice, and yet he’s always been made to carry it as if it had been. A traitor to his own, abandoning his home and his people. An outsider, unworthy of his station, undeserving of his place. As if he’d chosen to be in that cage, and not locked within. The fact it’s Ardyn acknowledging that too- well, he’s learning a lot about the other man, isn’t he?

“I’d feel strange saying you’re welcome for such, given I intentionally kept myself guarded from anyone.” Again, not by choice so long as he needed to survive. Still, Ravus can’t help but wonder if he missed something… kinder for it. Like this. “But I am glad to give it now. Who would have ever guessed I’d have my honor defended in a bar of all things.”

Once he helps Ardyn up, Ravus takes a moment to dust down his rumpled collar, and generally fusses over him as much as is acceptable on a public street.

“But I do think we might wish to avoid another scene. We’ll find somewhere to stay and get cleaned up.” He glances at the blood splashed on his collar, and that’s not even acknowledging there’s still smears of it on Ardyn’s face and chest. “Perhaps a private dinner might be a better option for the rest of our date.”

He looks as if he means to leave it there. Perhaps to start looking for an inn or lodge, as that’s the logical next step. Only, Ravus hesitates to step back from Ardyn. He lingers, gaze intense, but focused as if his attention is entirely inwards. Finally, those mismatched eyes snap to his date’s, and Ravus leans in to tilt Ardyn’s head with his claws. He presses a chaste, but meaningful kiss to the corner of his mouth.

“I mean this sincerely- thank you.”
errant_knight: (My heart and hands collide)

[personal profile] errant_knight 2025-04-25 03:06 am (UTC)(link)
Ravus blinks, seemingly surprised to have that aspect of himself understood so readily. He’s rather used to the misgivings he treats most with met with either hostility, or useless optimism to give people a chance. Until so recently, it hadn’t been an option, though few could understand just how dire that cold truth had been for him. But Ardyn was there, too. Maybe he did understand as deeply as his words might seem to convey. Ravus holds his breath a moment, and when he exhales, he decides he must have made the right choice then, in trusting Ardyn with this chance. It feels right, anyway.

Especially when it seems he catches Ardyn by surprise too. There’s a satisfaction in it that almost makes him purr. What comes out is a bit of a huff, though there’s contentment in the way Ravus straightens himself to his full height, and looks as though he doesn’t mind the idle threat of more chaos altogether. He’s not having a bad time, despite the setback. After he smooths down Ardyn’s collar properly, Ravus steps back from his fussing.

“Let us at least avoid more bloodshed. I fear white fur may have been a mistake.” Again, he glances at the collar of his coat, grimacing. He hopes settling at an inn will provide less opportunity for such. So he takes Ardyn by the wrist, and follows the road closer towards the edge of town, where they might find traveller’s posts.

If his fingers press into Ardyn’s palm a bit, a silent, subtle offer to hold, then Ravus makes no mention of it, and keeps his eyes forward. No one could call him a coward, but this is all new territory in so many ways. Understanding where boundaries and permissions lay unspoken doesn’t come naturally to him. Even if Ardyn’s already kissed him, been kissed by him, and bit a man for him.

Speaking of… Ravus doesn’t switch his gaze, but he does speak in that gentler tone he prefers when not playing the High Commander. “I am curious though. You said once you’d had your charms. Was that back there part of them?” Not necessarily the biting people part, but the protective, possessive edge.
errant_knight: (Has never felt so right)

[personal profile] errant_knight 2025-05-05 01:43 am (UTC)(link)
Ravus nods. While fastidious, he's always mitigated blood stains on his typical white Tenebraen raiment by simply maintaining the leather's coating, or in various armor that could simply be washed down. His furs in Niflheim rarely saw combat. After all, none had ever breached the dark crater that housed the capital in anything but small, insignificant numbers. And while he'd trained under Drautos, he'd never been allowed the colors of Tenebrae. Not until he'd well earned his place among the higher officers. Black and red easily hid blood.

More importantly though, Ardyn takes the offer to hold his hand. Ravus is just glad to be slightly ahead of him so perhaps the deep flush that colors his cheeks isn't so obvious at this angle. Really, it shouldn't effect him so much, but it's these small, sweet gestures that strike him so effectively. Ravus is a man of grand romance, all culminations of such tender gestures. It's hard not to be moved by them, swept up in something as soft as holding hands.

"I don't mind," Ravus says about the emotional outbursts. He's always been a man ruled by his heart, not matter how much he's tried to close it off. How could he ever judge someone for acting so powerfully on their own hearts too? Everything he's ever done in life has been a labor of love, after all. It's not always worked out, but none could ever accuse Ravus of being untrue or dishonest to his feelings. What he loves, he will die for. And what he hates, he will kill for. Simple extremes. He can appreciate Ardyn's too, he thinks.

"While I encourage you not to have us banned from most of the town... I... It did feel nice to be defended. I've not considered what it might be like to be on the receiving end of it before. So, yes, I'll consider it charming. I think you should as well." Ravus glances to him with a bit of a wry slant to his lips, and yes, still a bit of that blush as well.
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[personal profile] errant_knight 2025-05-29 04:09 am (UTC)(link)
For Ravus, there isn’t really a ceiling for something like hope. He’s had to pretend it can’t exist when fighting a millennium of damning prophecy in the hopes of saving his sister in just the span of their mortal lives. So he doesn’t really consider where Ardyn is placing his own bets, even when he rebukes the idea of promising things. He takes it as honesty instead of disparaging caution. If that damns either of them later, the thought doesn’t cross him.

“I’m still getting used to having anyone to call upon. Forgive me if it doesn't come naturally,” he says shrugging the mechanical shoulder. But he’s asked Ardyn for his honest effort, so Ravus thinks it only fair to do the same. “Though you seem content to thrive in chaos, so perhaps I will do so more often, if only to provide enrichment.”

Is he teasing? Maybe. Ravus’ tone is as serious and staunch as ever where anyone else would have probably lightened their tone, or at least cracked a good-natured smile. He gives no other indication to it as they walk, and simply picks a traveller's lodge that looks relatively clean. Cleaner than the rest of the dusty lodgings down this alley, anyway. And ruby red roses hang from the sign, which attracts him more than anything else.

“It’s much too late in the evening to be walking back to Town. I figure we can leave in the morning when there’s ample light.” He says as much as they approach the building. It’s odd though. They rent rooms by the hour rather than by the night here, and that visibly confuses Ravus. The keeper at the door arches a brow, looking between the pair like it should be obvious, but when Ravu’s stern expression doesn’t budge, she simply sighs and books them until morning. Maybe this world does things differently, it’s all Ravus can really imagine as they’re brought to a room.

Which is barely lit, and that also confuses him. It’s tinted warm and dark, with even the curtains already being drawn despite that fact the sun is still only setting. The heavy drapes certainly don’t look as if they’re meant to let one enjoy any outside light. The focal point of the room is clearly the ornate and broad bed, with little else in the way of furniture. The whole thing strikes Ravus as odd, but he doesn’t know why.

The woman bids them a good evening, leaving them alone, as Ravus sits himself on the edge of the bed with a confused tilt of his head.

“I cannot tell if it’s this town, or this entire world, that is quite so strange.”