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Noctis Lucis Caelum ([personal profile] berriedmemories) wrote in [community profile] childrenofbahamutlogs2024-10-05 12:54 am

Oh, the world is dark

WHO: The XVs mostly
WHAT: figuring out timeline bullshit and living arrangements
WHERE: A set of cottages by the river
WHEN:end of 2024
WARNINGS: blanket CW for depression (Noctis), suicidal ideation (Ardyn, Cor, Ravus), and general PTSD from a bunch of men that've been through hell. See subject lines for specifics

SUMMARY: The gang's all here and then some! Now what? What do you mean you don't remember..... anything I expect you to? Bahamut did what now?

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[personal profile] heliographic 2024-10-12 02:58 am (UTC)(link)
Look, Noct, it isn't Prompto's fault that mornings are the perfect time for running! He has to admit, every time Noctis whines for him to stay, it is a difficult fight to leave him behind in their shared bed. Especially after being re-united against all possible odds. He's reaching for his clothes when there's a painful hiss in his ear that snaps him to attention. A persistent itchiness runs up and down his back after Noctis gets up from attempting to drape across it.

That doesn't sound good to Prompto. Way off the mark from the usual whining and tugging at him that's become an early morning ritual for the both of them. "What?" he queries, turning to glance over his shoulder at his sleepy boyfriend. Indeed, there are two identical, closely set rows of the tiny spines, running from the boy's neck all the way to his tailbone. He can just see the form of a few along one shoulder blade, and his eyes flick from them back to Noctis, widening at the perfect red lines left behind along his body.

"...What the heck is that?! Oh, great. Great! This is not a dream is it? Pinch my cheek, real fast."

The initial shock and confusion sees Prompto forgetting the warning Charlie gave all of the new 'visitors' to this world. He brushed it off as ridiculous in the first place. People turning into monsters? Yeah, right.

Right? The blond squints. Something about Noctis looks a bit different too, but he spends the first moments of having the thought grappling with if it is just from the rising panic in his chest.
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[personal profile] heliographic 2024-10-12 04:26 am (UTC)(link)
"O-okay, man..." Prompto stutters out, bouncing his way over to the window. "Get ready!" Is the only warning he gives before throwing the crude fabric curtains apart, allowing the morning light to filter into the room. Much better, the blond thinks, though he knows for certain his boyfriend will vehemently disagree.

Speaking of his boyfriend...Now, in the light, there absolutely is something off here. He closes the gap between window and bed, head tilting to one side. What the heck is it? The nagging thought will not cease to bother him, swirling about in his head as he takes a seat between Noct's legs to allow him a better look at his back. "Is it...Is it bad? Scary? Am I sick??? Dude, it is SO over-"

It certainly itches. Still. The feeling makes the hairs on the back of the anxious boy's neck stand on end.
Edited 2024-10-12 04:29 (UTC)
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[personal profile] heliographic 2024-10-12 11:28 am (UTC)(link)
Prompto sighs at the soothing kiss, his shoulders visibly dropping a measure. Noct always knows just how to center him. He's grateful for it.

Clawed him up that good would be what Prompto would call the other back situation. Real good. He got some nice return marks on Noctis, too, though his boyfriend's ones along his freckled skin almost look like his nails were built to make them. Clearly the both of them were pent up, but Prompto had years to catch up on, and a broken heart to heal. It showed with his desperate movements and cries for Noct. He begged for those delicious scratches. Loudly enough he had to smother himself with a pillow to not alert the entire area including their housemates. No regrets.

The rows of little spines may be sharp, but they flex under touch. The sensation of them is completely alien to Prompto, and makes him shudder. "Feels weird. Ughhh, and itchy? Slightly sore?" He huffs, leaning forward and arching his back towards Noct. "This is like, super not normal. Maybe I caught some weird spike disease. Ye Olde Plague?"

He still doesn't fully remember he has the answer. Or perhaps it's denial.
Edited 2024-10-12 11:29 (UTC)
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[personal profile] heliographic 2024-10-13 06:32 am (UTC)(link)
The gentle touches to Prompto's back are greatly soothing- that is, until Noct's fingers brush over the second set of spines still budding on Prompto's lower back. They're sensitive as a damn tooth growing in, and the blond jolts bodily with a whiny huff.

"I took such good care of my spine! It's betraying me, is what it is! I-"

Before he can wind up again, Prompto takes a breath. He swears he can sense something in a distant corner of his mind that radiates approval after he does. Great, so he's turning into some kind of lizard monster and going nuts.

The Barusa comment is what finally breaks the ice and gets him to laugh, just as an important memory clicks for him. It was obscured by his initial panic. "Next we find out we got sucked into King's Knight, right? No, dude, now that I'm chill...That Charlie guy mentioned that some of us might go through changes. Something about dragons? I was super excited about the food and, yknow, wigged out by Ardyn, so I didn't pay as much attention as I shoulda. But that means I'm...Turning into a dragon?"

That feels absolutely unhinged to say aloud to Prompto, but what else would be causing something like this?

"You had a dream about one too right? Mine was all spiky and looked like metal. Big wings. If you saw one too, then..." he glances over his shoulder to squint at his boyfriend. "I wonder if it's related."
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[personal profile] heliographic 2024-10-13 07:25 pm (UTC)(link)
"Dude, it's just as insane as you saying I was turning into Barusa!" Prompto retorts, huffing out a small laugh. The cuddles and kisses are just the medicine the anxious boy needs to keep up the relaxed demeanor in the face of possibly turning into a monster. He has Noct, and Iggy, and Gladio here with them. No one is going to leave him or let him suffer this alone. He leans back into the embrace around his waist with a pleased sigh.

Once more, a wave of alien approval flickers up in a back corner of Prompto's mind.

"Okay so you saw Something. Uh- and got stabbed? For me the dragon flew right into my chest. Uh...But you saw it. So...Does that mean you too?" If so, Prompto hasn't yet found a change. Yet. Another squint, and-

"Uh. Did you dye your hair before you got here?"

Stupid question with how there are just barely traces of white, wispy strands amidst Noct's soft dark hair. No dye job could do that.
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[personal profile] heliographic 2024-10-13 11:14 pm (UTC)(link)
"You remember it better than me!" That is to say, Prompto remembers literally nothing about what he learned regarding the Line of Lucis in school. The Wise? Okay....? Maybe this is a little embarrassing, but he's never fussed himself too much on the fact the man he loves with all his soul is royalty from a long, prestigious line. That is a part of what has made their relationship so effortless.

"Well that's weird. But, buddy, you might need to get to a mirror. Guess the high school Halloween dream is real now. Kinda." He reaches a hand out to pet through Noctis' hair, pinching one of the little bits of white between his fingers (gently, as to not hurt his boyfriend's scalp). "Right here. You got bits of white in your hair."
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[personal profile] heliographic 2024-10-13 11:57 pm (UTC)(link)
There's that familiar show of huffiness Prompto has come to love. He laughs wholeheartedly now, forgetting the remainder of his worries for the time being. No matter what goes down, Noct is back. For real. He gives the huffy Prince a gentle bop atop the head in response to the hand-batting and shoves, eyes brighter than they've been in a long time.

"I'm serious dude, it-Whoaaaa," Prompto gasps out right when he catches a good view of the...Fluff? Beginning to run down Noct's neck. He brushes along it with the tips of his fingers, wondering at how soft it is. "You're fluffy! Right here!"
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[personal profile] heliographic 2024-10-14 04:18 am (UTC)(link)
"Doesn't sound so crazy now, does it? Turning into dragons?" Prompto murmurs, watching and listening and feeling the way Noct's body responds. "Okay, fine, it still feels crazy. Still...If you saw a big fluffy bear-dragon-thing, and now you got fluff on you, and I saw a big metal spikey thing, and I got spikes...What else are we supposed to think? Guess the Charlie guy wasn't nuts?"

Prompto gets an idea. "Hey. Turn all the way around for me. My turn."

If, or whenever Noct does so, and Prompto settles in to being behind him, he will lean forward and plant a few oh-so-gentle kisses right atop the fuzzy spot, circling his arms around Noct's shoulders to twine their fingers on both hands together. He gives them a squeeze, and one last kiss to top things off.
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[personal profile] heliographic 2024-10-16 05:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh man, Noct is so cute. Especially like this. Prompto squeezes back with his hand and laughs against that fuzz-covered skin, giving him one more long, slow kiss before he shows mercy and ceases the onslaught. "Fiiiiiine, man! You're driving a hard bargain with how cute that was. Makes me wanna keep doin' it!"

Especially the little gasp there. What the heck? Prompto needs to step up his game more often, clearly.

"Ugh. How'm I supposed to get up now? You're so comfy." He mumbles, curling around Noct as best he can while partially over his back.

It's hard sometimes for Prompto to leave Noct alone, even for a few minutes. There is an adjustment curve to suddenly feeling like half of your very soul that was missing, one you accepted was gone forever, is back.

"This is a predicament, huh?"
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[personal profile] heliographic 2024-10-21 01:03 am (UTC)(link)
"Fiiiiiiine, sheesh!"

Prompto lets out an extra-dramatic sigh, just for Noct, and finally concedes. He snuggles underneath the blanket with his boyfriend, happy to just bask in their shared warmth and closeness. It makes him wonder just how extra-cuddly Noct will be should all that fur keep coming in as it is...Well, as long as Prompto doesn't get too spiky. Cuddling might become a problem at the rate he is going, which is an awful thought.

Even more awful is the reality of the spikes already coming in, which Noct brings up. Not only do they itch and ache, but they'll probably only get larger, until he cannot wear clothes at all. Not normally, anyway. Prompto does not want to be seen like that, and absolutely refuses to go topless. He can't, really- and Noct of course knows that and is right there and ready to hold his hand talking through it. He really doesn't deserve such a wonderful boyfriend, he thinks.

Then Ignis specifically is brought into the picture, and the entire conversation, for Prompto, shifts. He knew this talk would happen eventually, but not exactly when. He takes a long, slow breath, and gathers his courage and the words from Gladio about making the best possible outcome happen. He has to try, and stop worrying about the what-ifs.

"So, that isn't going to be too much of a problem, Noct. Not with Ignis. Or with Gladdy. I've been trying to think of how to explain this to you, but...They- we- uh," he panics a little, and has to steady out, giving Noctis' hand a squeeze. "I'm dating both of them. Have been for a while. When you were taken away, I fought out alone in the dark for, heck, three years? We all drifted apart, doing our own part to try and keep the world running without the sun around. Insane, long story short, somehow we all got tossed into a computer sim of some kind, and lived there for a year. I know it probably sounds like a crappy scifi flick but...it's how we re connected. Even with Iggy being from another time. Heck, Gladdy is a year ahead of me too. But from what he says, we weren't really talking a lot back in Eos four years in of you being gone either. It's only because of the weird computer world."

The expression on Prompto's face twists into one of guilt. Despite his stifling loneliness and battered heart, he still feels like he let Noct down by admitting his feelings to Gladio and Ignis. Betrayed him in some way. "I never thought I'd see you again. Or that when I did, everything would change so suddenly. That you wouldn't remember as much as me, too. I got scared of telling you about this, thought wow, we all will be together again and then it will never, ever be like it was. I'm...I'm sorry, Noct. I just didn't want to hurt you. But waiting to say this would hurt more. I wanna be a part of making sure this is the best possible outcome. That we can all be happy. Even if it's weird at first."

Prompto has no doubts that Gladio and Ignis have their own feelings for Noct- but that is something he needs to feel out first, and mostly allow the others to discuss on their own. Maybe nudge it in the right direction, if he can.
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[personal profile] heliographic 2024-10-22 07:03 pm (UTC)(link)
And there it is. Prompto can feel his heart start to sink as Noct buries his face in the pillows, and the squeeze to his hand and the fact Noctis wants him to stay where he is speaks volumes and soothes so much of his anxiety. His expression becomes confused with his boyfriend(?)'s question, though, and he dials it back for a second. That was a whole lot he just said and with his emotions as they are, perhaps he didn't make a ton of sense.

"Know? We're...All dating one another," Prompto says, feeling shame at the thought of this coming off as some kind of betrayal. "As a group."

He gives Noct's hand a squeeze back, shifting in place as he finds his words again.

"It was three years of us being apart back in Eos for me, and four for Gladio. When you went away, the sun did too. It's a lot, I know. The world was dark and overrun by daemons. We all worked to keep people going and adapting, but separately. I guess just how we all coped." There's more to it on Gladio's end, but that isn't for Prompto to tell. "I think it was the end of year three when I woke up in the simulation. Last thing I remembered was...Going to sleep. The days all blended together with no sun around. I, um...Wasn't doing great by then. With you gone. With everyone gone."

"But...You know what?" Prompto can feel his heart guiding him where he feels he needs to be. "There's one thing that never changed during the time alone on Eos, or on the simulation, or now. How I always felt about you." Prompto murmurs, planting a kiss on Noct's shoulder. "In fact I realized just how deep it all ran being forced apart for so long. Wasn't a single night I didn't think of you, Noct. It was like a chunk of me was just gone. Finding you here, my world feels whole again. I still don't fully believe it. I-" his voice cracks a little. "I love you. More than I needed the sun in the sky, I needed you home. It's stupid and corny but I don't think there's words that really say enough about how much I- I love you."
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[personal profile] heliographic 2024-10-26 06:15 pm (UTC)(link)
"I-Noct, it was never your fault. So, please don't feel guilty. On any of our behalfs. I just knew one day, you'd come home. That was what I always held on to." Prompto leans into the hand Noctis puts on his cheek, trying not to squeeze his eyes shut and look away, guilt (which he knows, deep down is unfair to himself) roiling in his stomach.

What can he even say, either? He probably just broke his other half's heart. Prompto tries his best to keep his thoughts ahead. On what can possibly be, past this difficult patch. This is the hard part before things just might look up in ways none of them would have dreamt of before. This doesn't change how much he loves Noctis.

It doesn't make his heart ache any less to see Noct like this, however. To wonder if this was all a mistake. He leans forward, pressing his lips to Noctis' in a gentle, soulful kiss. Words don't need to be the only thing to tell feelings between them. They can't be, not at a time like this. So he stays there, lingering for a while, and looks almost a bit sad when he breaks it.

"I don't think I wanna go running right now. That ok?"

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